Coming and Going

Where am I going?
If only I knew where I'd been...
An alien in my own home
It seems as though
I'm trying to turn around
Back to the place I know--
But where?
When up is left
Left is right...
A flashing image in my mind
Of a contradicton in my soul.
A collison of thought and belief
Warring.
Until I lose my balance
I'm falling right...
Maybe it's the direction
I want to go,
But where did I come from?
I dont't scarcely know.