Autopilot

Approval--
Seeking reality is
Distantly calling my name.
While the world is thrashing me
Underneath its rocking surface
And I plumment from gravity...
But I'm seeking.
And just around the way
Is my autopilot--
He's knows how to land,
Regardless of the situation.
Denial--
And revoking my own control
May not be in my power
Distantly, there's another me
Fighting with all her strength
Gripping the wheel with knuckles white
With force and rage
Strength and power,
Convince her to relinguish her hold
Let the autopilot be my driver,
Impact is approaching...